Drama.
In Pursuit..
You been running through my mind since Day one
Every time your feet hit the ground I smile
But I’m tired of chasing
How about we take a break and massage each other feet
Cleanse (Spring Cleaning)
This morning I Cleanse myself. I Cleanse my soul, my heart, and mind. I have already remove all and any negative influences in my life. but I really needed to dump all emotions on the table and pick up the ones that I needed for progression..Today is a new day..and I’m ready..Thank God.
I haven’t written anything in a while..not because I don’t have anything interesting to say, but because I fear if I take one moment to reflect, I will be again be trapped by those four walls called the past, instead of the freedom of the moment..But maybe One day we can reconnect..
Posted May 3, 2013 at 7:00am
We make ourselves better. And our situations improves (AKA You offering me Pussy wasn't even enough for me to come back without changes being made)
- 484250**** 5/27/10
- =D I totally LOVE it lol... Don't love the mess I gotta clean up tho
- Me 5/27/10
- Im amazed on how good if looks..
- 484250**** 5/27/10
- And lovin the monkey right? Admit it!
- Me 5/27/10
- Lol yes even the monkey..
- 484250**** 5/27/10
- See I told ya lol =)
- Me 5/27/10
- Lol yea you did
- 484250**** 5/27/10
- I'll be home early...had a cancelation and I'm just finishing the last dog
- Me 5/27/10
- Ok
- Me 5/28/10
- Who's that wink for??: -)
- 484250**** 5/28/10
- Who you think!? My boo lol : -p
- Me 5/28/10
- Who's that?: -P
- 484250**** 5/28/10
- Well... My neighbors think his name is "OhGod"... Lol
- Me 5/28/10
- Lol...
- 484250**** 5/28/10
- Yoooo!! I look more preg than I did just this morning!!! Like I had to unbutt...
- Me 5/28/10
- Lol! Aww
- 484250**** 5/28/10
- Havin a panic attack! Can't find my debit card!!
- Me 5/28/10
- What? Where did u have it last?
- 484250**** 5/28/10
- I used it for lunch yesterday around 1: 30
- Me 5/28/10
- I thought I saw it on your desk last night
- 484250**** 5/28/10
- Haha that's where it was.
- 484250**** 5/28/10
- Thanks! I knew I kept you around for something! Lol
- Me 5/28/10
- Lol! Yeah aight
- 484250**** 5/28/10
- I'm so tired and I still gotta clean the room...
- 484250**** 5/28/10
- Don't you wanna come help me?? : )
- Me 5/28/10
- : -( umm I don't get back til late
- 484250**** 5/28/10
- : (
- 484250****
- 5/28/10
- to Me
- Maybe I'll just take a nap 1st
- Me 5/28/10
- Nah cause u know once you close ya eyes its a wrap..
- 484250****
- 5/28/10
- to Me
- I just remembered to tuck the wrist/ankle restraints!! Imagine tryin to explain that one lol
- Me 5/28/10
- Lol..that would be a tough one..
- 484250**** 5/28/10
- You waiting on the guy?
- Me 5/28/10
- Yeah. He said he's like 10 mins away..so I'm bout to walk a few blocks up at ...
- Me 5/28/10
- Thanks again..;-)
- 484250**** 5/28/10
- Ok let me know when ur done so I know ur ok... Ur welcome : )
- Me 5/29/10
- Morning..hope you have fun putting the Crib together..: -)
- 484250**** 5/29/10
- : ) Morning! Have a good day at work and I'll send you pics when we're done
- Me 5/29/10
- Ok
- Me 5/29/10
- Niceeee
- 484250**** 5/29/10
- It is gorgeous!! Can't wait til you see it!!
- 484250****
- 5/29/10
- to Me
- Is there a reason other than clothes for work tomorrow that you aren't coming over?
- 484250****
- 5/30/10
- to Me
- You ever notice how if you cut a strawberry the right way, the inside looks like a pussy? ...cover that with some cool whip... Mmmmmmm ;)
- Me 5/30/10
- Lol! Nah never thought of that
- 484250****
- 5/30/10
- to Me
- I'm layin on the couch, hot, half naked... Wishin you could cum over for a quickie...
- 484250****
- 5/30/10
- to Me
- Don't even have to go in the bedroom... I'll leave the door open, you come in, eat this pussy right here on the couch...
- 484250****
- 5/30/10
- to Me
- Then turn me over and fuck me till we both explode...
- 484250****
- 5/30/10
- to Me
- Then while I recover, you could get cleaned up and dressed, kiss me goodbye and tell me you'll see me on wed............
- Me
- 5/30/10
- to 484250****
- Tempting. ;-).. But I have to get to the apt so I can finish up some work..
- 484250****
- 5/30/10
- to Me
- Ur no fun : (
- Me 5/30/10
- Aww babe..sorry: -( I got to put in work..so Im not assed out later
- 484250****
- 5/30/10
- to Me
- Yea yea... You owe me wed!
- Me 5/30/10
- Yeah aight: -)
- Me 5/31/10
- Morning sleepy head.: -)
- 484250**** 5/31/10
- Omg...ur son woke me up @ 12: 40am and would not let me go back to sleep til a...
- Me 5/31/10
- Awww lol
- 484250**** 5/31/10
- I just woke up and he's STILL at it!! He really is a lil monkey!!
- Me 5/31/10
- Lol that's your fault.
- 484250**** 5/31/10
- What's my fault? Lol
- Me 5/31/10
- Turning him into a monkey lol
- 484250**** 5/31/10
- Lol I think he's a lil young for the power of suggestion
- Me 5/31/10
- Still here be out in a min
- 484250**** 5/31/10
- Sittin outside
- Me 6/1/10
- Sex in the city 2 on bootleg??..just 5 dollars;-)
- 484250**** 6/1/10
- Lol I've been askin around
- Me 6/1/10
- Me 2..everyone says its not good..hmmm may have to get my 5 dollars worth.
- 484250**** 6/1/10
- You can't watch without me!
- Me 6/1/10
- Of course I wont: -)
- 484250**** 6/1/10
- =) you get the movie, I'll get the popcorn
- Me 6/2/10
- What u doin?
- 484250**** 6/2/10
- Nothing watching alice in wonderland
- 484250**** 6/2/10
- What you doin?
- Me 6/2/10
- Nothing. Was on the phone with my father..now
- Me 6/2/10
- I'm ironing clothes..
- 484250**** 6/2/10
- Talking to ur father huh? Is that good or bad? Lol
- Me 6/2/10
- Good lol..nothing bad
- 484250**** 6/2/10
- Oh ok... Ironing huh? Sounds like fun
- Me 6/2/10
- Not really lol..just trying to get these clothes together..
- 484250**** 6/2/10
- I was being sarcastic...duh! Lol you shud be over here! *pout*
- Me 6/2/10
- Lol..Aww yeah I should be..but got to do some things here
- 484250**** 6/2/10
- Messiah is a dancin fool right now lol... I had the remote on my belly n it w...
- Me 6/2/10
- Lol..he's going to be that breakdancing baby lol
- 484250**** 6/2/10
- Feels like he's doin those head spins in there!!
- Me 6/2/10
- Lol!!
- 484250**** 6/2/10
- I'm bored!!!!!
- Me 6/2/10
- : -(
- 484250****
- 6/2/10
- to Me
- I really hate this feeling... =( lonely, bored, and extra broke (forgot about my insurance coming out yesterday so I had to pull from my savings...again!
- Me
- 6/2/10
- to 484250****
- Its going to be ok babe. Everything is goin to work out
- Me 6/2/10
- Life happens..you just have to deal
- 484250****
- 6/2/10
- to Me
- Some days I just know that...and some days I start to get panicky...
- 484250****
- 6/2/10
- to Me
- I know but how do we fix it? Nothing I do seems to make things better
- 484250****
- 6/2/10
- to Me
- I feel like I have nothing... After feeling like I was finally getting somewhere/something
- Me
- 6/2/10
- to 484250****
- I'm broke as well..but all of the bad things going on around me disappears every Time i think of Messiah
- Me
- 6/2/10
- to 484250****
- We make ourselves better. And our situations improves
- Me
- 6/2/10
- to 484250****
- You got Messiah..you got your family..you got me..
- 484250****
- 6/2/10
- to Me
- I'm just scared cuz everytime I think about Messiah I smile...until I start thinking about all the things I can't give him
- Me
- 6/2/10
- to 484250****
- I don't know why you are worrying..You have a stable job..the only person who should worry is me...regardless..He's goin to be fine
- Me
- 6/2/10
- to 484250****
- And I will provide what he needs..I'm confident in that..he's going to be fine
When it all comes down...
- Me 5/21/10
- Good Morning.: -)
- 484250**** 5/21/10
- Good Morning : )
- Me 5/21/10
- Hope you have a good day..ill call you when I get off tonight..love u..
- 484250**** 5/21/10
- Thanks you too. Love you
- 484250**** 5/21/10
- Hope ur having a good day : )
- Me 5/21/10
- Yes I am. I hope you are as well..
- 484250**** 5/21/10
- Yup almost done!
- Me 5/21/10
- Thats good..
- 484250**** 5/21/10
- Call me when you get a min...no ER
- 484250**** 5/21/10
- Say a prayer...on my way to horsham
- 484250**** 5/21/10
- Taking the surface streets so at least I won't get stuck on the highway in ca...
- Me 5/21/10
- *crossed fingers*
- Me 5/21/10
- Good
- 484250**** 5/21/10
- Made it here : )
- Me 5/21/10
- : -)
- 484250**** 5/21/10
- Crib is ordered! Car is running, on my way home
- Me 5/21/10
- Yay!: -)
- 484250**** 5/21/10
- Man I wan pizza! Lol
- 484250**** 5/21/10
- Want*
- 484250**** 5/21/10
- Def ur kid smh
- Me 5/21/10
- Me too lol
- 484250**** 5/21/10
- Contemplating hitting up lil ceasars lol
- Me 5/21/10
- I love those pizzas..
- 484250**** 5/21/10
- More than welcome to stop over ;-)
- Me 5/21/10
- Lol wish I could..but I would have to get up extra early just to get to work ...
- 484250**** 5/21/10
- Why? To go back to philly?
- Me 5/21/10
- Yeah
- Me 5/21/10
- Lol
- 484250****
- 5/21/10
- to Me
- Damnit, I think my speaker is blown on my phone...i got no external sound (ringers/alarms/music)
- Me 5/21/10
- How u do that? Did you reboot the phone just in case??
- 484250****
- 5/21/10
- to Me
- Dropped it : ( yea I rebooted. Googled the problem and apparently it's a pretty common problem
- Me 5/21/10
- Ahh man..well I guess you better head to Sprint Tomorrow..
- 484250**** 5/21/10
- Yup... Just glad I don't need my alarm in the morning! Lol
- Me 5/21/10
- Lol.yeah
- 484250**** 5/21/10
- Oh well... Nite : -* love you
- Me 5/21/10
- Love u too.
- 484250**** 5/22/10
- What happened to I'll text you in the morin : -p,
- Me 5/22/10
- I figured you would be sleep til noon.;-) Morning!
- 484250**** 5/22/10
- Lol not quite... About 10: 45
- Me 5/22/10
- Lucky u..: -)
- 484250**** 5/22/10
- Man I needed it after the past 2 days! Do me a favor... Call me
- 484250**** 5/22/10
- I'm supposed to call my father... Wth am I sposed to say to him????
- Me 5/22/10
- Umm..I don't even know..just keep it short and sweet..
- 484250****
- 5/22/10
- What I really wanna say is now that u've made ur obligatory phone call and got rhonda (his sis) off ur back, you can go back to being non existent!
- Me 5/22/10
- Ha..that would be funny..
- 484250**** 5/22/10
- I told my mom that's what I was gon say to him and she laughed and said I talk just like him so he'll get it.
- Me 5/22/10
- Lol..umm how bout you not talk like your non existent father
- 484250**** 5/22/10
- Lol... I talk like ME! He just responds to the bluntness
- 484250**** 5/22/10
- It's not like I have to "be nice" I can curse him out and he'd be like "yea I...
- Me 5/22/10
- Lol
- 484250**** 5/22/10
- Ok I'm sucking it up and calling...
- Me 5/22/10
- Oh God..=-O.
- 484250**** 5/22/10
- I shudnt have done that
- 484250**** 5/22/10
- Don't know y it's got so me emo right now
- Me 5/22/10
- ?? What happen??
- 484250****
- 5/22/10
- Acted like I had no right to be upset, told me he didn't like my "tone" at one point and totally tried to play the "im ur father you have to respect me" card
- Me 5/22/10
- : -( I'm sorry it went down like that..
- 484250****
- 5/22/10
- EVERY image I have of this man is negative... I can't think one 1 positive thing he's donefor me in 27yrs! Why in the world would I expect anything different??
One of the projects I’m working on…Friends/Lovers-A Film about letting go of old friends and allowing new people to come in your life..
